It doesn't hurt me
Do you wanna feel how it feels?
Do you wanna know, know that it doesn't hurt me?
Do you wanna hear about the deal that I'm making?
You
It's you and me

And if I only could
I'd make a deal with God
And I'd get him to swap our places
Be running up that road
Be running up that hill
Be running up that building
See if I only could, oh

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I have had just enough of this job search...ABout in tears... this sucks... going to the fair tomorrrow.

same... 4:40am

Cannot sleep// 3.47am

Cannot sleep... listening to the Rocky soundtrack.. My sister and I was at edge of the counch. Funny punching a guy is violent..

We could watch Rockym but not on Little House on The Prarie.

David thinks I should get SSI. I know there is an cap that you cannot get over. My OPERS cannot be touched so with that I might take it over. I would still want a part-time job . Dad gives me $500 a month so that has to stop ( Read more... )

I HATE DEPRESSION

Mom got her new camper. They set-up the camper Thursday at the fair, I am going up after my therapy an coming home Sunday for a temp job.

If this happens I will have to see if Brian has any cancellations after 5:30pm next week and a few weeks later. I am just real;ly behind my back..

I took a thank you card to Dick's today in which I talked with one of the managers. He said that he would give the card to the HR person. No word yet.... this is so frustrating...

David is really upseet about the job situation. I am going to take my drug test tomorrow then drive up to Polaros to drop off ,my thanl you card..

I thoughht that things were going good  till I talked to my dad. that is when it went to a celebration till my back started me.,David said there is a small nerve in my back that is hurting my back.

A guy from Dick's Sporting Goods called. I have an interview around 6pm tonight at their new store in Polaris.

Also., I am scheduled through October now so that is a relief. On my job application I put down that I cannot work Friday mornings. So let the coffee continue!