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Nov 10, 2004 22:23

it's back. the restlessness; and with it, the fear, the irritation, and frustration,, and paralysis. restless paralysis... it's what 's been lurking in the back of my mind. it's been haunting me for the last month. all of what i've been rationalizing away; and rationally, my rational conclusions are probably right... but there;s a lot more to ( Read more... )

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wier November 11 2004, 07:56:26 UTC
I'm glad you're struggling. Anything is better than hermetical complacency.

ican't believe that searching for a higher stantard is what's kepping me from seeing it instead of the fact that i've yet to find it..

I'm inclined to agree. At the same time, people like us must be careful that we do not indeed fall into the trap of shunning the good for the sake of "standards." It's a fine line I'm still trying to figure out myself.

why! why why why do i have to bee aware. why can i not live a blissful ignorant life

This is the perfect moment to bring this up! My friend Iris told me a quote her father once said to her, which I love the more I think of it.

"There are two kinds of people in this world: most are stupid, and the rest have emotional problems. Take your pick."

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bryn_myrddin November 11 2004, 22:52:45 UTC
oh no, please please please do not ever use the word 'complacent' with me. i may be hesetant, i may be in denial, i may be afraid... but i am never, never, complacent.

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