You Are a Lynx
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Racing just lost an awesome filly, and now eventing has lost its favorite little champion ( Read more... )

I hate going to bed because I'll be there alone. The weather has warmed up a bit, but the bed seems colder with Pat not here ( Read more... )

My honey left for Iraq yesterday so I'm trying to keep busy and distracted, but I still find that I am delaying going to bed. I guess my subconscious won't let me forget that he won't be there on his side of the bed ( Read more... )

Okay, first, let us mention yesterday! The day was very busy, but it was a really nice and warm day that had me in short sleeves with no need for a jacket. I even got to sleep in a pair of shorts & a t-shirt instead of sweatpants and a long-sleeve knit shirt. The only down-side was that Pat had to leave for Texas so he could take care of ( Read more... )

I don't have anywhere else to dump my emotional crap without directly inconveniencing a friend, so I guess this venue is the safest place for me to go with it ( Read more... )

He left for Korea on Saturday, so its just me, the horses and the dog.....and I'm lonely ( Read more... )

Well, I finished my first 2 weeks on the job and tmw....or would that be today.....I get to take the day off. My office is on Wilshire Blvd. and they are closing at noon because of the protest march, so my boss figured he'd give me an extra day at home instead of doing the 2.5 hr drive up to the office for 4 hours of work ( Read more... )

Just got the call - I am no longer a finky, unemployed adult! Yeee haaawwww!

Only problem is....the job is in Los Angeles. This means living in LA during the week and only being at home on the weekends. Oh well.....gotsta do what I gotsta do.....we need the money.

I am sick and tired of my life being on hold for someone else. Of limiting my future while they get their shit together. A year ago, I thought it would be worth it, but its been made abundantly clear to me that my hopes and dreams have no place in this relationship, and I've been a fool ( Read more... )