I am just taking some time to reflect on the weekend and what not before bed.   I will be closing my eyes and letting my thoughts take me wherever they will.  Today was a pretty amazing week.  I did something 100% unlike e and on Thursday hopped a train into NYC to fulfill one of the items on my bucket list.  First off I NEVER tend to go do random ( Read more... )

     Had a really good weekend.  Came to some pretty big decisions in my life, all of them fairly daunting.  The biggest one being the fact that I have to sit down and have a heart to heart with my father about some stuff.  Which is 10x harder then it sounds because I've had only one, maybe two, heart to heart conversations with my dad ever.  He ( Read more... )

Whew... well now... the last 2-3 weeks were one hell of a rodeo.  Talk about your extreme ups and downs, but anyway I feel back on track now.  Some family stuff got partially resolved.  It was an eye opening and stressful experience.  I learned there is still a lot of stuff for me to do before I am where I want to be.  So much positive stuff is ( Read more... )

     Family is an intriguing concept. Me and my friend Ian spent time this past weekend discussing family and how it has affected us because we are both only child's. Being an only child is a very unique experience. I can't even count how many times I wished I had a brother or sister to play with when I was younger and all my friends were busy. ( Read more... )

My friend Ian came down for the weekend I haven't seen him in about a year.  It was a lot of fun to just hang out, discuss life's problems and joys with an old friend.  A common theme that kept coming up was how we each had or are feeling lost.  This is a common thing with people our age (25 to 30) and actually has begun to get enough notice to be ( Read more... )

     I'm doing really well with my "health project"  If you've been talking to me or following me the past 4-6 weeks you might have noticed I have been different.  I am on a determined march to live a healthier life both physically, mentally and emotionally.  I am turning a page in my life and am ready for a new chapter to begin.  One where I focus ( Read more... )

So everybody left about 7 hours ago... what a great time last night was.  It was great to see so many of my fraternity brothers who I hadn't seen in awhile.  My friend Gina made a comment during the night that really stuck with me.  She said that I was blessed to have so many friends who would be willing to travel up for an event.  Especially ( Read more... )

It's a rollercoaster ride in this mind of mine.  Up and down round and round ( Read more... )

Even the largest and most powerful rocks will get worn down with time.  That is how I feel this week.  I've been spending so many years now trying to be the strong part of my family, but there is never any forward progress with them.  They have been in the same place for so long and I've heard the same arguments over and over again and then I get ( Read more... )

 So i'm not exactly sure how this whole thing works... if it is supposed to be a daily thing or weekly or whenever I feel like it.  I'm gonna run with that there is no set format.  So in advance apologies for any and all diatribes, tangents, etc. in this or any future posts ( Read more... )