where disappointment and regret collide, lie awake at night

Nov 23, 2005 01:05

I can't wait to go home, I can't wait to get the fuck out of this place. And it's not just a geographical thing. I just need to not be here.


my shadow's the only one that walks beside me
my shallow heart's the only thing that's beating
sometimes i wish someone out there will find me
til then i walk alone

i'm walking down the line
and that divides me somewhere in my mind
on the borderline of the edge
and where i walk alone

read between the lines
what's fucked up and everything's alright
check my vital signs and no i'm still alive
and i walk alone

she met a man, he took her in
and he fed her all the same bullshit again
cause he lied and he lied and he lied and he lied
he lied like a salesman selling flies
and she screamed and she screamed and she screamed and she screamed
it's a different place but the same old thing

she says, man i gotta get out of this town
man i gotta get out of this pain
man i gotta get out of this town
i'm out of my pain
so i'm going back to LA

there's something inside me that pulls beneath the surface
consuming, confusing
this lack of self-control i fear is never ending
controlling i can't seem
to find myself again
my walls are closing in
i felt this way before, so insecure

did i disappoint you
leave a bad taste in your mouth
you act like you never had love
and you want me to go without
well it's too late tonight
to drag the past out into the light
we're one, but we're not the same
we've got to carry each other

so i fall, i don't want to feel this small
you know i just can't handle this
handle this at all
so i fall, i let my heart be dropped
i falter as the music stops
and you watch me as i stall
and wonder when i fall

can't wait to see my lansies!

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