just went through alot of pictures to decide what to keep on my computer.... basically, this song comes to mind ( Read more... )

i don't know what it is: being in a new place, being moody, being alone... but i have gotten so emotional all day. I cried three times already, attempting to hide from my suitemates so i don't get labelled hte dramatic one . ( i cried once becuase of my mom on the phone and once over an upswtting email from a cousin whose father just passed away) ( Read more... )

I just got back from India, and i am just about to leave for NYC. well in two days, time flies by quickly. Most of my friends are gone or will be going soon to college. insane, i know. its really here. i hope those who are gone are really enjoying and those abt to go ... i hope we really rock it ( Read more... )

BSBabe4lyfe: my eye is never gonna stop being watery ( Read more... )

i just want to apologize for any of my weird behavior the past few days (starting graduation time) and the next few days to come. i was having trouble dealing with my uncle's increasingly worse cancer. Today, he passed away with a smile on his face. It's been incredibly hard to deal with and at the same time its not setting in.. The last thing he ( Read more... )

is it strange that everything that has to do with college sorta freaks me out? I don't get it. I found out where i'm living and then i have a little panicky moment. i don't think thats normal

Weird thing... i keep getting that really giddy feeling in my tummy. like butteflies, but more excited than anxious. It's like when u are getting ready to spend time with a crush or something. Except that is not the situation. Can anyone explain this phenomena?

it's been a long time since i have updated.One becuase nothing interesting has really happened and two becuase i am REALLY LAZY. So i have been hanging out here in my little New Jersey town ( quite quaint). Recently i have had madd pain in my tummy so i am on drugs. ( which are AMAZING...i thnk jeska wud agree) Getting blood test and ultrasound ( Read more... )

so FFI is going on, and i seriously have been having dreams abt it/ talking about it. i think its times like these where i don't want to go ot college. i miss florida, publix, and the people! i got my little stanislovsky book stil. lol but i am not reading it..actually i am reading alice in wonderland whihc is really trippy/ gotta love reliving ( Read more... )

So we had a banquet for forensics and it was great ( Read more... )