Worried

[bsbcritter]

I am worried, about the two people I love most.
Pretty much the only two people I talk to most days.
And I know I haven't been the easiest person to talk to.
I know, I am sorry. I haven't really been 'myself' lately.

I hope that they are and will be ok.



As I poner my
Thoughts and fears in life
I stand tempted to throw it all away
So I sit and I
Slowly loose my mind
Look for signs of you
Just to feel it again

[chorus]
Need to find my way back hom again
A place where I can feel myself again
Leave the world behind and start again
Again

As I gather myself I know that I
Still stand tempted to throw it all away
So I sit and I
Watch the world pass by
Look for signs of you
Just to feel it again

Another lonely day
As the sunlight turns to haze
I'm calling you to say
I MISS YOU I'm ok

It's hard for me to say
I feel so far away
Soon one of these days
I'll be back home to stay

And, don't be scared.
I hate being scared.
Someone came to the door the other night at like midnight
banged on the door a couple times and rang the door bell
and then apparently ran away. The porch light didn't work
but nobody was out there to see, but I was scared for the night

I've seen so many cats appear in my neighborhood lately.
There are two or three new ones across the street (I think)

Just kinda weird.