Has anyone ever gotten so good at trying to be strong in one aspect of life that it affects everything? What I mean is has anyone ever forgotten how to cry?
yes unfortunately. I've gotten very good at turning my emotions 'off' (which is easier for guys than gals) but when I know I should feel something, or when I just WANT to feel something or cry or get mad, I don't. Of course this varies sometimes.
But I think I've learned to manage them long ago when my parents were being such idiots. And now it's more-so that I can get things done without them getting in the way. Although they do come about but even then I want to just cry because I get so upset or frustrated and I can't - no matter what, and then its just worse and....yeah.
{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}} have you talked to joyce about it? (I think that's her name.) <3
{{{{{{{{}}}}}}} yup that's her name and it's funny because I had just called and left a message right after I posted this. Up until last night I just thought maybe it was because I have to try and be all strong for my dad and my family. I used to cry myself to sleep every-night out of frustration over my fathers situation. I realized I needed to get control and I did, however last night had nothing to do with my father. I was hurt, I wanted to cry so badly, I needed to cry but the tears just didn't come. Oh well I'm sure this to shall pass.
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But I think I've learned to manage them long ago when my parents were being such idiots. And now it's more-so that I can get things done without them getting in the way. Although they do come about but even then I want to just cry because I get so upset or frustrated and I can't - no matter what, and then its just worse and....yeah.
{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}} have you talked to joyce about it? (I think that's her name.) <3
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