he spread my legs. his palms pressed gently at the insides of my thighs. my thighs pressed back. his palms pressed out. birds were singing in the other room. we were looking for an acceptable compromise. the next week he held the backs of my legs, and the next week he was behind me. it was the first time i had ever made love. i wondered if ( Read more... )

in bed that night i invented a special drain that would be underneath every pillow in new york, and would connext to the reservoir. whenever people cried themselves to sleep, thte tears would all go to the sameplace, and in the morning the weathermancould report if the wter level of the Reservoir of Tears had gone up or down, and you could know if ( Read more... )

another spurt of non-free time, is what i'm in the midst of. but this time a coming weekend trip is adding enjoyable, planning time to speed things along nicely when i arrive friday evening. my friend will pick me up at IAD, then we will progress to be wasted at some bar talking about females and drugs and other generalizations known as life. it ( Read more... )

i wasn't pegged to submit this survey - i'm sure relating to my lack of cinema motions - but i'm logging the survey anyway, just to show how empty i am ( Read more... )

extremely....i've had a people filled weekend. of everything imaginable. video installation at salt works gallery. graduation party morphing into kentucky derby part (i picked sun king, a 16-1 fave at the start, but did not even show). before was ice cream at jake's. tonight was a party hosted by my lovely friends meg and natalie. i even ( Read more... )

my closing was postponed a week. so my summer fantasy will have to be postponed also. these two items have been a pleasant correlation for the past few weeks. my summer fantasy will be documented at a later date. but on the upside, this weekend, a lull between sessions, will be best used as practice for my persistent lazyness routine. oh wait ( Read more... )

i don't know about what's much going on, but i do know this: next week is my last final, at least until the summer term; a few loft awaits me this time next week, in two months i'll be in strasbourg, france. and i love music ( Read more... )

Feeling like a kid again, my eyes are glued to the floor / I hope I mumbled goodbye as you walked out the door / The damage is done

Yo La Tengo's "Green Arrow."
Slint's "Pam."
Slint's "Rhoda."

so i discovered Slint. i'm sure my music friends (fiends?) will have heard of them; the recently finished a reunion tour or are close to finishing. but go download one of their shows. and be scared ( Read more... )

how do you fight loneliness? smile all the time. you laugh at every joke. drag your blanket blindly. fill your heart with smoke. the first thing that you want. last thing that you'll ever need. thats how you fight it. smile all the time. smile all the time. smile all the time. smile all the time.