I've been waiting since birth to find, a love that would look and sound like a movie.

[bspalek]

(Which, I am starting to believe is only ever make believe).

So I am weeks away from graduating, but just the idea of all that I have to do and pay for by the end of the month kind of makes me want to vomit and pee myself. Haha, I have the plane ticket for Africa paid for, my passport and immunizations paid for, now I just have to pay my last

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[spectralbovine]

Ergh. I know what you mean. I could say something, but you pretty much said it all.

[bspalek]

We just need to find people as recklessly romantic as ourselves, and we will be fine! =)

[avecvu]

Don't ever settle. You're awesome, and someday you'll find a guy just as awesome. Plus doctors are bad boyfriends!

[bspalek]

Haha, dully noted. I just don't know where that line is between settling, and expecting fireworks, and background music that is never going to happen. I am still young though there is no rush. I guess... =)

[bspalek]

I appreciate the married woman's perspective. Thanks. =-) We have been dating a month or so, but he hasn't kissed me yet. Maybe one of the reasons I feel kind of apathetic about the whole thing I don't know. If there isn't a spark there then though, your right, time to move one. =-)

[miniglik]

Hmm

[bspalek]

Yeah, that's what I assumed. (That if I am bored now, it probably wasn't going to get better). I have just been trying to give it time to develop, thinking maybe at some point something will spark. I have never really dated anyone past a couple of dates before, and I am really, really, TRYING to like this guy because he is so sweet and nice, and smart, ect. And I feel completley comfortable and safe with him, which I ususally do not feel with guys, but I am also pretty bored with him already. I just don't want to be. I feel guilty that this great guy likes me, and I feel nothing romantically in return. =/

[melodinous]

I agree with everyone else. Real love exists. And I think if he's not trying to sweep you off your feet, then maybe he's not feeling it either. I dated a few guys that I was kind of "meh" about, and one of them I stayed with WAY too long, so I don't recommend that. But I think you know when you've found the right person. Maybe not immediately, but soon enough.

J was very romantic when we first met. He would send me a text message when he got home from work that said something like, "hope you're having a good day." and when I hadn't seem him for a couple of days, he would tell me that he missed me. It was very cute. Now I just see him when I get home :P

I would also add that you're way too young to settle (not that I think anyone should settle ever), but if you just worry about making yourself a happy, healthy person, the right person for you will come along. And maybe a few fun wrong people :P

[bspalek]

That's all I want. Someone as romantic as me. Haha, thanks for the pep talk my friend.