its a loss of words just how i am feeling right now. completly miserable. completly lost and alone. hurt and sad.

so 17 days at one point this summer felt like a really long time. right now, it just feels like its rushing at me way to fast. like evreything is coming to an end.

im back.... this was probally the best trip ever! seriously and im so surprised as to how well we all got along...really! whoa! it was amazing! i dont even know where to begin, lets try to do it day by day ( Read more... )

i leave for cali in 15 min....i can not wait! this will be a BLAST! pray for me and my friends to have a safe trip! i wil see you all when we get back...next saturday!

so yea, stuebie was pretty sweet! it was so awsome getting to hang out with everyone again (dina jordan janee sara ryan ben tim monica) and meeting cool new people (anna dan lauren julie) it was such a cool time! no joke! anywase, now im home again. worked today, sucked pretty bad! but it was alright ( Read more... )

im leaving for stubie in about 2 hours. im not as excited as i normally am though. mostly cause i hate everything about our teen program now. but what ya gonna do right? i love lifeteen and thats why im going! it will be AWSOME!!! i hope... i will miss you all (ok well i dont have many friends but u know!) anywase, have a fun weekend ( Read more... )

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k so u know those days that just seem to go on for forever!? well saturday was definitly one of those days! i had so much fun! friday night i stayed the night at megs (she dislocated her sholder while we were laying in bed...funny story actually, even though shes hurt) then we woke up early on saturday put on our swimsuits and headed for the lake. ( Read more... )

read marys LJ....its muy bueno! haha sorry mary but its true!!!

k so tonight was SOOOO much fun! seriously which is weird because we didnt think we had anything to do!meg came over around....i dont know like 8ish...maybe? i honestly have no idea. we did our makeup and got ready. then...we didnt know where to go so we went to mill....randomly...didnt do much there...we each got a pair of shoes and we went to ( Read more... )