Yeah, I'm grounded, Hope your week goes well without me. BLAAAHHH to that ( Read more... )

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Yeah its been almost a year since i went to europe, i went back and read Tony's old livejournal entry on it... we had a good time. I just realized how funny we all are lol. I mean, come on, who other than myself would try to attack a random person (ended up being tony), chain them to a kitchen door usin fuzzy handcuffs, and place irish underwear on ( Read more... )

Busted scars cut wide open ( Read more... )

I read my ring today. A ring. One word, Faith. Even though i'm extremely sick today, its given me some thinking time. I feel so uplifted today. So much happier, not burdened ata ll. Simply happy. There are so many people that love me and are alway sthere for me, so why should i let them down. I need to cheer my sappy ass up lol. I'm ok now. ( Read more... )

My faith is healing. But will things work?

"You may never come back into my life. I might go on living without you, loving you quietly, never hearing your voice. Sorry I was never what you wanted, painfully sorry ( Read more... )

as much as i may wish and want this to work out wiht jon, i have this sick feeling that it wont. I don know what to do. Reading his myspace, definatly does not help. SHE SUCKS!... do i sound jealous or what??! Look at what this shit is doing to me. I'm so hurt, so broken, and fucked up. I really need someone strong to help me.

My spring break was good. But some what confusing. I love Jon... all i can say. I wrote him a three page letter today, i just need the strenght to give it to him later. We talked, i thought i ment what i was saying, but i didn't. I'm afraid of a relationship, but I've finally realized that that doesn't mean i dont want it. And i feel selfish as ( Read more... )