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[btothedizzle]

I'm disappointed in myself and my seeming lack of worth ethic when it comes to school. I don't know what to do with myself anymore. It's like I'm hard-wired to be an underachiever. But that's not the right attitude to have, right? I want to believe I can change, and I want to change, but I can't bring myself to do anything that results in any real

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[btothedizzle]

But that's really part of the problem. My friends typically have the same attitude that I do about school work, so if anything they're just reaffirming my laziness. I don't know if it's some inherent personality flaw that I have or if I can somehow overcome it. I just don't care all that much about school. Maybe it boils down to disinterest. My disorganization doesn't help either because I often don't realize just how much trouble my grades are in until it's almost too late. In this case, it literally probably is too late