[Filter: Millie, Rachel, Mercedes, Brittany] why do I keep fooling myself? why can't I let go?

[bttrswtromantic]

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I've decided to take a break from the sad songs, aka my uListen ran out of them. This came on and now, I can't stop listening to it. This is where I am right now, I think. At least, this is the part of me that doesn't feel guilty and sad.

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[goldstarfalling]

It never ceases to amaze me, the things I continue to learn about you.

Emma Bunton? Baby Spice? Really, Quinn? I think this just makes you a little more endearing to me.

I'll admit I was a little distracted by your choice in song artist to fully grasp the meaning behind the song, and thus insisted on searching for the lyrics.

After careful analysis of these lyrics, I have tentatively concluded that there is a possibility this song may be referencing me. Is this indeed the case?

Maybe it's nothing
Maybe it's all just in my mind
Maybe I'm foolish
Maybe it's just a waste of time

I feel that I need to clarify my position on some of these lyrics, if you are indeed referring to me.

It's not nothing.
It's not just in your mind.
If you're foolish, then I'm foolish too.
This definitely isn't a waste of time.

I see your tags. I approve.

[bttrswtromantic]

What's wrong with Emma Bunton? Her solo stuff is way better as you can see. I liked this still. It was totally vintage.

As for the lyrics...you and I are in agreement, but I was there with my thoughts not too long ago. Maybe, I definitely know... I decided to stop fighting it, but I still have things to deal with. For the first time in a while, I think I might be dealing with it.

Will I see you tomorrow afternoon? Do you want me to pick you up?

[goldstarfalling]

There is nothing wrong with Emma. I'm just continually surprised by your song choices, is all.

Perhaps I should pick you up? I'll be finishing work earlier than you. Unless you're trying to be chivalrous. In that case, you may arrive at my residence promptly at [insert a time that is twenty minutes before your scheduled appointment]. ;D

[bttrswtromantic]

I'm getting off 90 min early. I'll just head over to your place from work. How does that sound?

My musical tastes are one of the least surprising things about me, Rachel Berry. ;)

[thrlymdnmillie]

What an interesting song. It is good to hear that you have outlasted the sad songs on the uListen for now.

Just keep putting one foot in front of the other. I almost said something about baby steps, but then Baby Spice hit me, and that pun was too much even for me.

Call me after your appointment and let me know what the dr. had to say.

[bttrswtromantic]

Why does everyone keep saying that? I remember your Spice Girls phase! It's part of the reason I liked them so much. :P I think my uListen actually got depressed and that's why this song got mixed in with the sad ones.

I will call after the appointment. I'm sure it's nothing. We're all getting worried over nothing.

[thrlymdnmillie]

Really? shh, we are not talking about that phase. I thought you only liked them to drive the folks insane.

They just loved listening to us sing "If you wanna be my lover" at the top of our lungs. :D

[singitoutjones]

Hey Q, been a while hasn't it?

Let's talk soon.

-M