Have you ever had a moment where you felt compeletly helpless ( Read more... )

9 days to go until I head for home. With gas prices being the way they are, its gonna be a long 2 weeks until I can safely say I am home in Buffalo New York ( Read more... )

I have to work at 8 o clock in the morning, I have had 0 hours of sleep and it is currently 5 am. I am about |--| this far from freaking out. I am way too stressed out. I need to cry and I need to talk to someone, but everytime I start to, all I can say is "Its all good. no worries..." FUCK IT

I hate being weak...

....

nevermind

Bubba

Well long story short ( Read more... )

"Bubba is more important to me and Erin and I will never last, but the fact that he won't hang out with me because he's mad at me or because he hates Erin or whatever it is is simply childish. She loves Bubba and this time, unlike with other girlfriends, she's not telling me I can't hang out with someone, she doesn't care, and I don't care either ( Read more... )

Elaborating on what happened in my last post ( Read more... )

Well as you can tell, I am pretty mad. Long story short, I was lied to.

I dislike being lied to, expecially by the woman I love...

peace and love
bubba

I want it to be known that I am unhappy.

I dislike where I am and where i'm heading, if I wasn't loved by my amazing friends and family members, then i'd be a lost soul...

I hate this place, i'm homesick and soon to be extremely lonely. I do not want to quit...i'm not a quitter...

Why am I so Damn Great ( Read more... )

I should be sleeping, but i'm restless.

The girl gets here in a few more hours and I can not sleep.

Should probably rest up for the AMAZING AMOUNT OF SEX I'LL BE HAVING...

;)

lol
love you all