I don't even know where to begin talking with her on this. I just  continue to stay invisible online and let the phone calls go to voice mail. Not a whole lot more a girl can do ( Read more... )

As a note: This entry has been edited. I finally completed it tonight 2/23. Before I begin, this entry is dedicated to Desiree Messerli. She is the one that got me addicted to LiveJournal in 2002. Since then, it has not only helped me sort through my daily adventures to stay sane, but it has helped me keep my long distance relationship with Tasha ( Read more... )

You know that feeling at the airport when you’re walking between terminals on the long conveyer belt and those first few steps when you walk on and off are a bit jumbled as you adjust to the change of pace? That is how I feel. I remember in the beginning when I interviewed with Fresh & Easy and within less than a week, I had to figure out how to ( Read more... )

I’m starting to get annoyed with this whole feelings deal. I don’t know what more I can do to put them behind me. I’ve bonded with girls outside of work, gone on platonic dates with my male friends, I’ve signed up for specific volunteer events  to spend time with the new cutie at work, my weekends are also filled with work I bring home and ( Read more... )

Time for my Sunday update. I’m not feeling it today, so this may be brief and may be unorganized. It’s all about filling the void.

The work week wasn’t memorable. Friday I took Kamaria with me to Yoga. Class ended at 5:30pm. She mentioned hanging out a bit longer and with the help of Google, we discovered the Santa Monica Promenade was less than a ( Read more... )

I have a very unique relationship with my boss Jonathan from YogaHop.  I don’t work the same shift with him as often, but I look forward to it when I do. I think it is because he is a normal guy. We have a good chuckle at people who have unfortunate names, like Bart Seemen. We both agree/joke about the other girls that work there because they’re ( Read more... )

The title for my bike finally came the other day meaning I have paid it off completely. A little bitter sweet. Its great to know that it is officially my own, but I plan on selling it anyway. I just want everything associated with my past gone. Probably not a healthy way to deal with how I feel, it makes sense to me though. The things I had to lose ( Read more... )

When you spend three hours a day on the freeway hanging out with other cars, you start becoming aware of styles that interest you. I feel guilty thinking about my next purchase while sitting in Cosmo. I imagine I wont be ready to make the plunge for a year, but it doesn’t hurt to do a little window shopping.

I want something completely different ( Read more... )

She's got a smile it seems to me
Reminds me of childhood memories
Where everything
Was as fresh as the bright blue sky
Now and then when I see your face
It takes me away to that special place

Tonight when I had the show Wilfred on in the background while doing some work, I heard them read these lyrics from Guns N Roses. Maybe it was the timing of ( Read more... )

I wish we had more holidays in a calendar year. Having Monday off during the same time that my dad went out of town was exactly what I needed. I’ve had the house to myself for five nights, four days. I’ve been able to shower before work instead of the night before and I don’t have to be extra quiet in the morning. I also get to do things like tap a ( Read more... )