The to-do list has few checks this week:) But tomorrow is like being reborn, always. Tomorrow will be better and I'll get more done. It's been a busy couple of weeks though... so some rest was in order I think. Though rest is a loose term here in that my mind has not slept a moment in days. I'm shocked with concern for a friend. And not ( Read more... )

I am happy these days and moving forward and doing some exciting things... exciting for me anyway. But I feel positive about the future and about my life finally. Occasionally though when I'm weak by fatigue or illness negative thoughts creep in and displace a bit of my happiness. I'm working to get that out... to just make it stop so I can ( Read more... )

So I've been trying positive visualization... and I started by focusing on getting an extra hundred bucks from somewhere unexpected. And it freaking happened! How cool is that? So I'm going for a million next time :) Life really is good!

We find friends in funny ways and places, don't we? I've found some lately that I think I worth their weight in gold. And it's so nice to be greeted with so much joy! I can't wait to wake up every morning! I am so thankful for that. I'm thankful for all the laughs and all the understanding and kindness that awaits. I'm happy when my phone ( Read more... )

I am free and smiling like I haven't done in years. I'm no longer attached to any weight besides my own and everything from now on is forward motion and thinking. I can be who I really am again and think like myself again and feel good! I do feel good. I have so much love in my life and I can feel it finally and enjoy and appreciate it all! I ( Read more... )

Not sure what is important anymore ( Read more... )

I have accepted too much
and demanded too little.

And now it's time to rebuild
from the inside out.

I've decided to give up food and bite my nails instead.
Drinking is not good for me.
Water is a poor substitute for alcohol.
And snow is sadder than I recall.

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I remember thinking a few years ago that I should start going to church. I'm not religious, but it occurred to me that you cannot get elected to almost any office in this country, specifically in the south without some sort of church affiliation ( Read more... )