Life is complicated ( Read more... )

can I just say something ( Read more... )

I feel like living in community with all my christian friends. I want to buy us all a big house so we can all live in it. We will eat big bowls of scrambled eggs and and feel great and stuffed with love. In the afternoons, we will all go to our respective jobs and we will feel mundane, but when we go back to the house, God will be there, and we ( Read more... )

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Lord, help me to love you more. I don't do a good enough job with that ( Read more... )

My overall grades for this semester are, an A, two B's, and a C. YEAH. That's what I call, " NOT BAD! " :) I'm pretty happy with myself. I'm even more happy with myself because the A I got is in my drawing class. That's the only one I really cared about ( Read more... )

So, apparently, I don't know anything. I'm always the one to blame. I always mess up. I never know what I'm talking about. I'm never even taken seriously. My word is complete nonsense, and there's no way I could ever be right ( Read more... )

I'm growing more and more aware of the fact that I don't want to get married right now. Who has time for that?

I have two speeches, a research paper, two small papers, and a final drawing due before I will be free from school. My motivation is lacking. I just want to be done and over with everything so I can get on with my life.

You Are a Sculpture
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Life has gotten a little more hopeful in the last couple weeks. I think it is finally confirmed that I will be moving out in August of '09! I will be getting an apartment with one of my friends from the Vineyard, and I will hopefully be able to pay rent and food and do artwork while I am discovering the new independent thing. I am so excited though ( Read more... )