closed off from love. i didn't need the pain.
once or twice was enough.
and it was all in vain.
time starts to pass. before you know it you're frozen.

but something happened for the very first time with you.
my heart melts into the ground.
found something true.
and everyone's looking around thinking I'm going crazy.

but I don't care what they say. im in ( Read more... )

if this is what love or like or lust is, i dont want any, thanks.

i think the "non-boyfriend" and i "non-broke-up" last night. i dont understand him at all. i was supposed to hang out with seth. we were planning it all day and he was being his fag self at starbucks with chuckles so i went over to cams while i waited. of course seth called while we ( Read more... )

whenever i start seeing someone or whatever, random people come out of the woodworks and are all of a sudden interested. i got over seth like a long time ago and lately he's been texting me and we're going out on saturday night. a part of my feels bad but cam and i are not exclusive, he's free to hook up with other girls, so so am i. i've been in ( Read more... )

okay, the story so far... like 2 months ago i met seth when we went to alex's with brittany and his friend chuck. we flirted and texted for a little bit but nothing came of it so i moved on. yesterday i was thinking about how i missed him and i texted him and said 'seth sells sea shells by the sea shore" and we started talking then cam came over.

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i got my kiss even though i may or may not be irish. :D

im a happy girl. and hes acting better and better each time i see him. i think he has a hard time trusting people. i know he has trouble trusting people and i think hes opening up more and more. im so happy when im with him.
i am so his girlfriend just with out the title. its so funny. im fine ( Read more... )

im going to make a shirt  that says "kiss me. i might be irish."

since my dads adopted we have no clue what he's made up of except apparently some yugoslavian...? and my grandma's mixture is pretty much unknown.

better safe than sorry. ill get my czechoslovakian kisses tonight ♥

here are some pictures from downtown san luis the other night. i ( Read more... )

i just got off the phone with jen and cam texted me like 2 seconds later. this weekend he went home to visit his family and i always get ignored when that happens but im so frustrated with him ( Read more... )

 last night was magical. i bought myself a bottle of watermelon smirnoff and went over to brittanys. she was doing her nails and cam told me to come over so i left there. it was just him.. larry was at work and who knows where adam was. we played sequence and drank and whoever lost had to take a shot then he made it that who ever lost had to either ( Read more... )

the official re-launch of liz's livejournal will commense in 5.. 4.. 3.. 2..now. oh. and ALSO! HER MYSPACE HAS BEEN RE-OPENED TO THE PUBLIC. don't miss this once in a life-time opportunity. hahahaha.

so i decided that i would revive my livejournal because i have so much shit to say and nowhere to say it.

whats new? well. im hopefully going back to ( Read more... )

i just found a case with the best cds i own that have just been sitting in a container for at least a year. i am so stoked ( Read more... )