Wow...so it's been like forever since I wrote in this!!! My friend Kelly moved in with me on the 2nd of this month...We get along fine...she annoys me from time to time...but I get over it ( Read more... )

wow...It's been a while since I've updated this shit ( Read more... )

So...this past saturday...i lost my baby...for the third time...Member how I was saying there were bad cramps were in my stomach???well I thought it was normal cause I got cramps like that in my last 2 pregnancies but I went to bed friday night and I woke up saturday morning and there was blood everywhere and when I went to the doctors...she said ( Read more... )

so...i've been kind of mad at Sam the past couple of days!!!well...let's see...wednesday was 2 months for us and he never asked his mom if i could come over and he lied and said he did!!!and then he didn't call me back that night either and that pissed me off more and then i asked him if he could go to my cousins birthday party today and he said no ( Read more... )

I went to Sam's house last night and of course...I got him to have sex with me!!!(LOL)yeah I got there and he was sleeping and so I woke him up and then I stood up, shut the door, turned the lights off and layed back down with him and then he kept trying to touch me and shit and I kept pushing his hand away!!! it was funny and then I finally let ( Read more... )

sitting home bored as hell!!I went to my grnadma's for thanksgiving and that was boring and then i came home and dropped my stepdad off and then went to my uncle pauls house which sucks cause i don't like him at all!!! but it's all good cause i got to see my cousins and i don't get to see them that often...next weekend my cousin is turning 14 and ( Read more... )

so...it's been 13 days and still no sex!!(LOL)me and sam were suppossed to hang out today but i guess they have to some stuff to get ready for tomorrow and that's fine but i didn't get to see him today cause my mom said i didn't have to go to school cause it was only half a day and then sam said he wans't gonna go either but he ended up going ( Read more... )

so get this...me and Sam have stopped having sex!! not sure why...he just all of a sudden told me he was tired and then the next day he invited his friend over so we couldn't do anything and then the next day he tells me he's to tired and pushes me away...i was fucking pissed!!! i was about ready to kick his ass...i mean, it's fine were not having ( Read more... )

ok...so here's what's going down right now. I was just a tad bit stupid and did something i haven't done in a while, and ever since Sam found out that i did it he's been acting distant!! And everyone keeps saying that maybe he's scared for me and that he's running away cause he can't handle all this...and really this would be the best time for him ( Read more... )

so...me and Sam have been going out for a month and a half now!! i'm so excited!!!people say it's too early to tell but i want to be with this kid for a very very very very very very long time!!! I love him and i don't know what i'd do without him in my life right now!!! i'd be devistated!!!...see, me and him hvae been having sex for about 3 weeks ( Read more... )