bah....ian still hasnt made a desicion and walgreens hasnt called....i hate the waiting period...im a veri impatient person...i still got great faith and hope that all is going to work out but...i hate waiting to kno ya kno....my phone is back and i cleaned my car for the first time in forever today...it looks soo good. im so proud of myself.yay ( Read more... )

"Mad World ( Read more... )

Up the stairs: the station where
the act becomes the art of growing up.

The fever, the focus.
The reasons that I had to believe
you weren't too hard to sell.
Die young and save yourself.
The tickle, the taste of...
It used to be the reason I breathed
but now it's choking me up.
DIE YOUNG AND SAVE YOURSELF!!!

DIE YOUNG AND SAVE URSELF!!!!!!

"4. How have I affected you? uve been there every step of the way la...how havent u affected my life....ur def one of the best things that has happened to me ( Read more... )

and poof...she disapears once again

im done with everyone nad everything

fuck off everyone

i luv lauren...going to the tat shop soon...yay

"Float On ( Read more... )

im giving up on this world and the people in it. i want to move away and disapear again. i came back and everything was good for a bit. but the closer i get to happiness nad having real friends the farther i get from everything and i loose it all and return to this lonley state of mind i find myself in so often. do i have to explain? ive lost ( Read more... )