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Why,
Why, why is my question of the day.. Why don't I understand myself? Why i get so suddenly depressed for no explained reasson... I wish i had an explination, I could blame it on a million things though none of them things are my actual problem, I just want happieness I want love and I have love that makes me happy but when I'm away from that Love I ( Read more... ) -
Yawns
Im sleepy and awake all at once its kinda weird but its all good I really wanna see Brandon today... :) muah love you... hehehe lol my halo broke so now it looks like little hornies on my head but i swear i'm an angel! I swear if i read one more journal that says i think i fell in love from going to a party im gonna smack someone! lol no lol i don' ( Read more... ) -
I was like OMG whoa what the fuck! then it was like yeah for real!
Soo yeah I sat on the computer today after i went to probation, The guy is nuts! Yup nuts... completely nutzo.... Sooo yeah I sat at the computer in the desperate search what brandons wants! The perfect Bi/ bi curious yeah we want a three sum... I found one chick, shes pretty cool kinda out there! But its all good. But then i found out I have my ( Read more... ) -
pRoBaTiOn SuCkS
Soo I woke up, well kinda I rolled myself off the couch this morning got dressed in something I'm not sure what. Took myself to the car and went to Troy... Now Frank is my Probation Officer.. He's a weird one.. hes OlderBut i got there at like 10:22 this morning My appointment was at 10:45he called me back right away and it was like 11;15 when i ( Read more... ) -
woohoo
off to probation i go yay, lol this should be fun well i'm update later but I felt like puttin sumthin on here for some reasson oh yeah becuase i'm actually away at 9:30 in the fucken morning!
<3
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well..Long day!
Work... well that was really slow and really boring.. But no fear... Brandon called and cheered me up :P lol he has that special way of doing that.. Yeah but were not going there ... Cause tonight it was alittle on the disturbing you shouldn't talk about that on the phone type of thing!! :) but I love him anyway because it made me smile.. He's ( Read more... ) -
DRAMA!!
Drama sucks... thats it yup it blows.. -
Booom!
I miss Brandon! thats all I can say... :( I want to be next to him and able to kiss and hug him all I want.. But no lol I drank away the gas money My bad but don't hate! I really need that beer... Kinda.. I cried some much needed tears and feel better now because of it... But I love you brandon.. I'm sowwy, I feel horrible dammit lol two more ( Read more... ) -
This one is to Brandon...
I was bored at work and was like What If I did all the no no's in a relationship... hmm so i wrote it in to a poem... yeah... lol corny and corky but ya gotta love me ( Read more... )