I keep my jealousy close, because it's the only thing that is all mine.

[bubbleykitten]

[and if you say this makes you happy, then I'm not the only one lying.]

(Note: "he" is not adam)

[Where do we go from here I'll say, you're a shining star you'll do great in LA. I keep fixing every habit that I break. Oh Megan, is the divorce still on? For I haven't slept a wink since you have been gone. Now I want to be buried in your back yard

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[mpts]

I don't have much time to write this...Megan, I don't hate you, Okay? I adore you. You may not believe me, but william isn't right (What does he have against me anyway? <<;; ). I can't explain my reasoning behind not flying out to see you...not in a way that would satisfy you at least. Even if I could explain, I don't think it'd make you feel any better because I don't think you'd see it as reason enough...I wish I'd managed to get a calling card already. I want to talk with you...

...I miss you Megan and I'm sorry...for everything.

[willfenfenpanda]

I don't have anything against you.
I have things against guys who make mango feel bad, hey I evenhate myself.

She's like my little sister or something.
And she always expects me to have the answers_____so sometimes, I give her answers like___"following a relationship"

Because I would do it too. All Guys do it. We can't help it. I've done it. And Megan, bless her heart has had to deal with me doing that to her.

Like with this girl I used to date in florida, I was going to come up to Ohio to spend time with Megan and our other friend. Then my girlfriend got all suicidal and admitted into the hospital, and I turned down going to see Megan (i had free plane tickets, and my uncle was livingi n a temp house there. so i could stay) Turns out it was all her little ploy to keep me from seeing Megan & Amanda, and about a month later I found out she was cheating on me the entire time! So I wasted my summer for someone who hurt me. Just because I thought she needed my help.
But I did it again...you'd think I'd learn.

[bubbleykitten]

It's fine graham...maybe I just needed to get it off my shoulder.

Wilma! You never told me that you were planning to come up then. If you did I would have talked you out of the whole hospital thing. I new that little whore was a faker and a cheater the whole time.

But you wouldn't believe me...no, she was a goddess to you.

[mpts]

I'm still sorry for making you feel that way, either way.