These plans they made put an end to you.

[bubbleykitten]

i took this entry off por request of ali's sister.

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[manda2021]

Megan! I know I cried so hard. And I really hate her.
Even Will cried on the phone with me today. Even Will.

Allison...wow...it's almost unreal.
Do you think she faked her own death.

She seems like the type.

I feel bad for saying that - but...I don't see Allison anymore I'm in Mich., William is in New Mexico, Brian and you are in Ohio, and Ally was in Indianna...we're so disconnected. And I took that for granted.

So...I didn't bother trying to be nice to Ally even though i still cared about her. Sucks. I hate myself for that.

[bubbleykitten]

First off! OMGOMGOOOOOOMGOMG! It's you! It's really, really you! Oh how I've missed you! *squeeel*

Oh I totally know. I fucking hate myself for doing the things that i did to her because I wanted to stick up for William, and maybe things got a little out of hand.

*eg. that one gathering where I slammed the door to William's bedroom in her face and she started to cry*

I know I don't really know her, and most of my knowledge is what William told me in between tears. But...she's dead, and it feels really surreal.

What about me and Brian being disconnected..I've never met him! I don't even talk to him! You hide him from me!

[willfenfenpanda]

You girls are crazy!

boys don't cry.

[bubbleykitten]

Sometimes...you come of like an abrasive jerk.
I mean, all the time.

But you've cried. So you must not be a boy.