I'm getting that feeling again where I just want to scream. I open my mouth, but nothing comes out. Maybe a wimper here and there. But GOD DAMN Fuckfuckfuck. I thought I was depressed a year ago, and I'm looking at myself right now. I'm no better. I still hate everyday and want to disappear. Nobody is here to help me, of course, I'm pretty sure no ( Read more... )

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What am I waiting for? Something to complete my days and bring them to a close? Maybe that, because it seems my days run into eachother anymore. Everyday seems the same and I feel trapped by my own subconcious. I'm running into mental walls, and pulling myself up only to see that I'm surrounded by them. And there is no hole to crawl into and out of ( Read more... )

Someone took that brick and shattered all your plans ( Read more... )

I plan on changing that ( Read more... )

Okay so anyways, I'm going to Andover today...
Adam's family reunion is Saturday so I'm going with him...

Anyways...
That's not why I feel...off.

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So anyways there was some drama between my aunt and my sister, and she sent her on a plane home...so for the past 6 hours i've been waiting for my sister and dad to come home ( Read more... )

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