i hate being depressed. being happy is so much more fun. but alas, i cannot be happy with what's going on right now... i mean im happy in some ways, but mostly sad. my mom tells me to look at the bright side of it... i am coming back, and i WILL be visiting.
 moving is such a drag. it stresses me out.

i'm fueled only by two hours of sleep, and some coffee. amber and i didn't go to bed until nine thirty this morning. i went out like a rock, only to wake up two measly hours later. how much does THAT suck? my dad is in tucson until saturday i think. he's gonna come back home and get me, just so we can go all the way BACK to tucson to get all of ( Read more... )

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sailor moon is the best! i heart anime

Thumbelina is THE cutest movie ever. I loved when i was little, and I STILL love it now at almost 18 years old.

i feel so... used.

he drains me of everything i have to offer.

does he even care?

i love him so much. i'd die for him.

too many tears have i shed over him.

my heart is broken, and he's the only one who can fix it.

he doesn't even know.

someone please kill me.

If you dress nicely, he says you’re a snob. If you dress sexy, he says you’re a slut. If you argue with him, he says you’re stubborn. If you’re quiet, he says you’re stupid. If you call him, he says you’re needy && clingy. If he calls you, he says you should be grateful. If you don’t love him, he’ll try to win you. If you love him, he’ll leave you ( Read more... )

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it's 3:38 pm on a tuesday afternoon. im bored as hell and all alone. i have no clue as to where jonathan is. amber was over last night, but i had to drive her home at around noon. she had to go spend time with her mommy on her last day off from work. she said id see her in a few days tho. mikey went to noah's house. he was suppose to do the dished ( Read more... )

The Phantom of the Opera is my new favorite movie!!!! Gerard Butler is soooooo flippin hot as the Phantom, and Emmy Rossum is really pretty. They are all really singing in the movie. That makes them all hotter. lol. Emmy was only 17 when they made it, and she got to kiss Gerard... *angry eyebrows* lol. but he's 35... 18 years older than me. darn. i ( Read more... )