as of right now my head is burning a little bit ( Read more... )

theres nothing like sitting at your house all day waiting for him to call and say hes ready to go to the beach for a little romantic night out and he never calls. I hate this ima loser i absolutly have no more friends now all i do is sit at home at watch fucking abc family all daya and night. I CANT TAKE IT ANYMORE! i have been waiting like 4 days ( Read more... )

well things are looking good, I think Richard and I our about to get our own place im excited its like a fix me up house.. :) The baby will be down here this week im so sos so so excited i was talking to her the other night and she goes "Jamie, do you think that one night just me you and daddy the 3 of us could go out together" it made me feel good ( Read more... )

well things have really changed in life i am looking into school as of right now i have checked out a couple places for cosmetology and i think i found a place so that is good. its in the ghetto but its all good in the hood right. i am also going to new york woohoo i am leaving the 31st and going up there until the 4th of june.richard and i are ( Read more... )

WELL IM SITTING AT WORK HOW MUCH FUN ME AND THIS GIRL JEN FOUND A WAY TO GET INTO THE COMPUTERS AT WORK AND GO ON THE INTERNET. LOVE IT LOVE IT. WELL EVERYTHING HAS BEEN GOING WONDERFUL. HA NOT REALLY I MOVED OUT OF MY DUPLEX I COULDNT DO IT ANYMORE AND NOW IM BACK WITH LIVING WITH RICHARDS MOM BUT ITS OKAY MY FAMILY HAS FINIALLY COME TO EXCEPT HIM ( Read more... )

well tomorrow is the big day im so excited i cant sleep. Im finally moving into my own place with no parents im excited and this is the first time that im not getting kicked out.. So i was just packing and i packed everything but forgot to leavr clothes out to wear tomorrow. I just cant wait! this is going to be a great experience. well i must go ( Read more... )

hello everyone and good morning. Well everything is going great. I had a wonderful birthday i spent it with the family than off to richards everything was great. I couldnt ask for more than to lay on the coach and watch tv with the one i love and his family. everything between us is better than ever. I guess by leaving it made him realize how much ( Read more... )

well i thought everything has been going good but i guess not. I hate being in love.. I love him but i dont, i just wish i could stop and leave it at this but i cant. NO matter how much i say i hate him and im never going to call him i do. I fall for his bullshit everytime and i dont understand why i know im just going to get hurt. He is leaving ( Read more... )

well today has been a very uneventful day. I layed around and watched movies, ate and ate some more.. Oh yea i did move back in with my parents i went and got all my stuff from richards today it sucked the little kid said he would miss me gave me a kiss and hug and made me promise i would be back in a couple days to see him. Rich just called and i ( Read more... )

well its labor day and it has been a pretty good day we have sat and watched movies all day it was great. we finally talked last night and i figured out some things in my head im going to see if anything changes in the next week and if it dosent that i guess its back to mommy and daddy until i can save up to get my own place i really hope i can ( Read more... )