i have a serious addiction to chocolate and sweets. like really serious. i need some intervention.

furthermore, habits die hard. i fall into the same traps every time.

i don't know what my issue is right now. i'm just in a weird/tired/sad/stuff my face til i'm fat/should've went to the gym but i'll just keep eating instead kind of mood ( Read more... )

well i'm back at ec and yeah, it's school. nothing too impressive. i'm pretty entertained with my sign language course though. the professor is so animated that he makes the class a lot of fun ( Read more... )

this is why i don't try new things. i went to get my hair highlighted today. i decided to be brave and ask for a new shade in my hair since i've been getting subtle mocha for the last two years. i asked for a dark reddish-brown...emphasis on dark and brown. what i ended up with was a nice coppery red. umm, hello, my hair is medium-darkish brown and ( Read more... )

well it's almost time to head back to ec and see some slutes that i love : ) i must say this was definitely the most mundane vaca yet. stupid gilmanton elementary was supposed to call me in as a substitute this month, they acted all excited and pumped when i went in there to tell them that i wanted to substitute and than they didn't call me once! ( Read more... )

who ever thought that one lil journal entry about my indecisiveness would spark such controversy? for those of you who are offended by my statements, i'm sorry you took it that way. i do not judge people on their possessions or wealth, for i wouldn't want someone to judge me using those standards. granted my parents are helping out on the car with ( Read more... )

so after bitching about how i want a new car for the last 5 years of my life i have the opportunity to get one. woo woo, one might say. not i! i say, damn it i hate making decisions! i'd have an easier time picking out a boyfriend than finding a car that meets my demands. here's the problem. i've wanted an suv since i was like 15. okay, you say, ( Read more... )

i'm not sure what possesses people to want to stand out in the cold to watch a fricken lighted up ball drop. new years has never really had any appeal to me, it's just like a day that excuses drunken behavior. obviously i did not drink last night, but i did get to spend some time with zach which is always nice. it introduced me to the 80s movie " ( Read more... )

first off, my eyes are being really weird today. they feel like a million zillion lil dustballs are attacking them ( Read more... )

it's my last night at ec for a lil over a month. i'm not sure how i feel about it. i'm excited to be going home and seeing the family, but i have a feeling once i'm seperated from some of the people here then i'll start to miss it. i just need some space. i also need time to sort out everything. i always set myself up for disappointment i guess. i ( Read more... )