sometimes you remember things that hurt...and you smile.
sometimes you realize that you'd do it all again, 100 times over, to hurt like that again, as long as the experience was a whole one.
sometimes there are things that truly surprise you...and you love it.

i had no idea that boredom could take control so quickly. it's the first of the month and i'm already looking for some type of entertainment. why is it that each and every time i want some kind of company, everyone's busy. when i'm working or busy, everyone decides they're ready to do something with me ( Read more... )

today was definitely one of those days. i would have loved nothing more than to crawl in a hole.... or a pocket. to make it worse, it occured to me that i have no pocket to crawl in any more. i have no place to which i can retreat when i hate the world. there's not very many people that will open their arms to me and listen to my whining. i have ( Read more... )

should i feel different? because i don't ( Read more... )

so sometimes things look better when you take a few steps back ( Read more... )

suddenly, i don't know what to say.
that's been happening way too often lately.
seldom am i speechless but lately, i never really know what to say.

i can't believe this is ending/beginning.
what will i do with myself now?

everytime you know exactly how you feel, you don't know how you feel anymore ( Read more... )

the day begins and you're already sick of it. you can tell that you're going to be disgusted with everything and everyone from the moment you step out of bed. staggering to the bathroom, it occurs to you that you never should have gotten out of bed. your best option: return to the warm comfort of the safe haven you've just deserted.the hours drag ( Read more... )

suddenly, it's all just a little too close for comfort ( Read more... )

i could say that we don't have a chance,
 far away, benefits, no romance
                  but i care.
honestly i think you're more than amazing
 and the times that we've shared are the same.
so if ever you want me then please won't you call me,
if there's ever a time that you just need a friend.
and if ever you need me from london to dallas,
i'll be ( Read more... )