So it's my first day on the Emily Summer Tour. I sounds incredibly stuck up but I just think it sounds funny. I hung out with Ben for awhile today and we got chinese and watched a movie. Jesus why can't my feelings just turn off?! There something about him that keeps me holding on, and yay we can be together this fall :) Tomorrow is the Killers ( Read more... )

I have decided that being outside today was like being in a gas chamber. The humidity was so high when you walked outside it was like your breath was being taken away. Sure some of you may think there's no way the U.P. can be that hot, but it can be. I was seriously trying to remember why I was freaking in my last entry, and I can't even rememeber ( Read more... )

My life is too fucked up right now to write about, seriously I want to live alone and not have to deal with a single person right now.

I have really fallen for Ben and now I'm sad and it sucks. I have finally understood the feeling of really liking someone so much, to feel so strongly about the opp. sex. I do not LOVE him, but I am just saying strong feelings. People think "how can she develop that after knowing him only two weeks and the way he doesn't seem to care sometimes?" ( Read more... )

haha My volleyball skillz are rather pathetic and when I'm in the deep end of a pool where I can barely touch, they're signficantly worst. Hiedi, Sam and me went to their friend Matt's house where he has a really nice pool. I forgot my suit so Hiedi let me run back to my car to get it, and after I left I realized I didn't know how to get back ( Read more... )

My beloved cat chibi. I got her about 2 years ago and she was a beautiful white short-haired cat with light brown spots. She was a very friendly cat and tended to follow people around. Something about her I loved was that she took a very good picture. She always seemed to almost pose when I took a picture of her, and I have many to remember her by ( Read more... )

I wonder why I let what others say get to me so badly. Yesterday was fun though! I went to GB with Jess and got a new purse, the killers tee (that I've been looking for forever) and a book about BONO!! Yes that's right BONO! Haha. We got back later on and Ang and I decided to hang out. I went to her house and chatted with her and her sis for awhile ( Read more... )

So Ryan's graduation party was a great time and then Ben called me and we talked for like 40 minutes. It was great hearing his voice I really miss him. When I told him about camping for my birthday with my friends he replied "wouldn't that be great if I came?" Then I got excited when he asked if I had my own tent and if he could share my sleeping ( Read more... )

yesterday I woke up went to work at 10-2 then I came back here and fucked around for awhile (not literally) and then I met ang and kyle at kyles. then we went into town in search of calyso lemonade and to talk to kile at work. We thing traveled to Ang's house and then to Sara's bonfire. Some people went to country kitchen at like 1 and we chilled ( Read more... )

Wow it's been awhile. Anyway Monday I went downstate with my cousins and her daughter and my little cousin for marching band try-outs tuesday. I was sooo excited to see Ben. When I got about to clare he called me and I planned to see him in about a half an hour. So I dropped my crew off at Shawn's and headed over to his new apartment. Aww he was ( Read more... )