i am having a mental break down day. finals have now overladed my brain. and i realize i havent been trying as hard as i should and some of my grades show for that. but i cant tell my parents that? they'ed filp. so i keep saying i doing fine! so i am trying to work my ass off these last final days to make sure my report card looks damn good ( Read more... )

im reading this great book,"speak by Laurie anderson," im really getting into it so i start putting myself and other people in situtations like the main character. shes this loner girl and has had alot of bad things happen to her but no one will take the time of day to notice her or help her. I feel bad and i dont want anyone to ever feel like ( Read more... )

so i got told by one of my teachers that i looked like a gardner today.. lol. my friend infront of me was wearing a really nice looking outfit and he was saying that students should dress professional every day and then he looks at me ( i am wearing sweat pants and a none matching sweater) and says " and Wright back there looks like she's about to ( Read more... )

Happy new years everyone!!!!!

New years in hawaii is awesome!!!! fireworks are legall and everyone is just having a great time. Hope everyone stayed safe and had a great time!!

today was awesome. woke up at the crack of dawn( 6:30am) there was no bullshittin, like my bro liked to say. we went plantunin out on the ocean ( we went boatin). ohhhh so pretty. we layed out, got some sun, then we found a sand bar that was awesome. oh and then guess what... we went fishin!! hella fun. as were we about to leave, something ( Read more... )

OK so Ben wanted me to read him my live journal entires from the begging. woo ee. and acctually im happy i did. cause sometimes i dont let out exactly what im feeling to him either cause it might come out wrong or i havent even totally figured out the true meaning of what i am amptempting to say. like if i say something i want it to be meaning full ( Read more... )

Ok so i am in Hawaii on my winter vacation, woo hoo... except for that the weather is pretty darn shitty. it has been non stop raining the whole time and we had hurrican rains the other night. it was insane but at the same time still warm.its raining but im in shorts. goo figure. anyone hear about the crazy sunami?? wooeee. im prayin for everyone ( Read more... )

well the last 2 days have been totally cool! i spent almost the entire 2 days hanging out with my boy. which was a first in a long time. he normally never has days off and rarley nights.. so it was just awesome being able to be " with him." we went snowboarding all day wed, then back to his house and hung out with his family. then on thursday i was ( Read more... )

Do ever feel like you have some life treating diesase that you dont know about yet but will soon take over and maybe the end is soon to come and everything that we are trying so damn hard to accomplish or succeed in, will not matter at all in the end>>?? or all the effort and drive people have will all be pointless and we should of realized alot ( Read more... )

i love quizes, they are so damn addicting. what the hell?

You Are the Peacemaker

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You are emotionally stable and willing to find common ground with others ( Read more... )