I'm a horrible friend

[buckaroobecky]

So I feel like I'm just a horrible friend. I don't try much anymore to call everyone because my phone bills will get too high or I'm just so busy that I forget. Kinda' like I get so busy at work that when I have the urge to pee I don't actually have time to go until like 1/2 hour later when it's either go pee in the bathroom on on my chair. Then

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[sugarschack]

Ooooh, I'm sorry that you have blue days too. I really hate that, I get them quite a lot when Kevin's gone... considering he's only been home for 6 weeks since June....and he won't be home until mid-Feb. We're having a rough time now. We're sick of the long-distance and I love him so much and I know he wants to be with me forever. And for me, to say that and admit it to myself is a big thing. That I know someone wants to be with me a whole bunch, but at the same time I can't help but be selfish and think, well if he wanted to be with me so bad, then how come he is doing a profession like hydrography. Sure it makes him a ton of money and it is nice when he is home because we get to live the hi-life, but damn it, I hate feeling almost single living in this big apartment downtown all by myself

[sykomonkeyfreak]

Gosh, all communicating through Live Journal. People are always asking me why I write on here so much and its primarily for you too but in addition a release. I know exactly how you feel about being bad at contacting us, but dont' feel bad. We all are. And personally, I know for a fact I'm the worse. At least you guys try calling me on my birthday and stuff. Anyway, as for relationships, I agree with an earlier statement of Rebecca's, I think this is the first time that we are all seriously seeing someone. And with all relationships (as we seem to be reading about on here), they all have their issues. Distance and different plans for the future seem to be the hardest to come by. Its where we really have to ask ourselves how much are we willing to sacrifice for these guys. In Karla's case, she is sacrificing having to be apart for long periods at a time. In Rebecca's case, its huge because you have so many roles you know you were meant to play and Arturo might prevent that from happening. In my case its, do I stay for another 4 years