let's try to talk through the half drunkeness now...hmmm. allright, it's been a shitty ass week. i've had too much going on, i don't know how to deal with any of it and i was majorly depressed. still am kind of, but at this point i'm fuzzy enough not to feel it. i don't know anymore. about anything. i keep having paranoid thoughts of Joe ( Read more... )

I've had so much going on this week that i'm going crazy. Thank god it's Thursday and my week is mostly over. I feel like crap today, and i'm dressed about as badly. This cold that i've had seems like it's finally coming to an end, but it's wearing me out. I went to bed last night around 11:30 and slept almost straight through until 7:15. When ( Read more... )

poor journal, i've abandoned you for so long... Let's see, in the great events of shannon land, nothing much has happened. I was out of commission for most of last week to some evil horrible cold thing, but that's finally going away now. It was pretty bad though, wednesday night i had a fever, thursday was mostly runny nose and feeling fatigued ( Read more... )

let's see...I haven't updated in forever. Mostly b/c I was at Umbc with Joe for almost a week due to the snow. So let's start there I guess. Last Thursday(day before v-day)I got out of class at 2 and jumped in the truck to go see Joe :). When I got there I had just enough time to throw my stuff in his room and then we went over to his parent's ( Read more... )

I like snow once in a while, it's kind of pretty...but when you're the ONLY school that opens in all of western maryland b/c it's a veritable blizzard out and you slide backwards down the hill b/c the snow they haven't shoveled is so packed it acts like ice, it's NOT cool. Yeah, that was my little venting/bitch session for now. So i woke up ( Read more... )

I find it kind of amusing that I wouldn't let myself skip A&P last monday, but i skipped it Wednesday. See, we got the snow on Tuesday that everyone else got on Friday. So i figured we'd be at least 2 hours late, and i stayed up till all hours of the night, then we had to go on time. so i stayed in bed for an hour, then went to my lab and work ( Read more... )

i'm sooooo tired. I had a nightmare last night around 2 i think. I know it was around 4 when i finally managed to fall back asleep, and that was only after putting on my desk light and a movie. Normally my nightmares aren't vivid, or if they are i can't remember them. This one is completely stuck with me, i STILL remember the details now. I ( Read more... )

let's see now, last time i updated i was on my way to dance class. That was fun, we learned isolations and jazz squares. Then I had a break, so I ran down and grabbed Jai and made him go to lunch with me. He told me he wasn't moving in to cambridge now, so i had nothing to do on Friday but sleep in really(though i had to be up to go to lunch ( Read more... )

my smart class for the day got canceled, so I feel like i'm in a music school or something. The way my schedule is set up, I have a&p on MW and outdoor ed W, then jazz, chorale and abnormal psych on TR. Since Abnormal psych is canceled, I only have jazz dancing and chorale today. I feel all foolish too. I have to go buy dancing clothes that ( Read more... )

Strider died last night, or sometime early in the morning. I came back to my room around 1 and he was dead. He had been acting wierd most of the day so I knew something was wrong with him, but it still kind of hit me hard that he's dead now. Brittany and Karen buried him for me last night. I was eating a banana this morning though and I'm used ( Read more... )