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[bucketof_lies]

I feel as if my painting skills have lost themselves. I sit down and organize my materials and all that comes out is ugly, utter shite. I feel as if I might be trying to hard, trying to create something that subconsciously I just don't want to create. I don't want to copy a picture and make it my own. I want to make something that truly is my own.

Comments

[tatsuchan]

i feel like that too. i just want to express something... but it always looks so forced.

=_=;;

[bucketof_lies]

definitley.
Do you mind telling me who this is?

[tatsuchan]

i stumbled across your LJ in the friends page of godihateyou, i think.

yes.

[paintedcarousel]

i miss you calebhead.