another month passes, the days grow shorter.

[buckracer]

Hmph.

I dont know what mood im in now. I wish "off balance" made you understand me, and my situations completely. I just feel like I've been given the sharpest push. And when I need words, they wont come. They sit in my head making me know my feelings but they are so fantastic and wonderful that they only make me smile. and sadly enough smiles cant

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I want to explore the infinite abyss, with <i>you</i> =)

[justagirl1411]

35 days, that's all we have dear :( Can you believe it? The last thing I want to do is sulk around about it. I am sorry for being so selfish, I know you have a lot of other obligations to take care of and a lot of other interests and I know from my position it is easier to adjust my schedule right now. I just want to make every moment left count. I guess I've been trying to cram 5 years into 3 months, (yes it's been 3 months almost to the day and yet we have become so close and I have fallen so terribly in love with you) Being with you is just so effortless and so easy ;) You gave your answer, now here is mine. It's having that one person you can whole-heartedly share with, without worry, shame, regret, or hesitation. Share your love with, your fears, your thoughts, your experiences, your dreams, your old favorite t-shirts, the same $3, must-see movies, best pages in the universe, your family, your tears, your secret towns, the stars in the sky, your history, your sister, your music, your embarassing moments, your frustrating moments

[ohplease___]

hey sup this is bri and i added you. to my friend's list.

[justagirl1411]

I saw you half an hour ago but I miss you!!!!! grrrr =)

hey do you realize it's almost been a whole month since you updated? I mean, think of all that we've done in the past month. Yea, you can't because it's too much to ever try and wrap your brain around! hehe and not much of it has been chronicled in this lovely journal. Not that I personally want it out there for all to see, it's more special to me because THEY DON'T EVEN KNOW! I hope you never forget this year. Pretty much january (physics) to august 26th! Don't you dare forget it, my love!! <3