i had another "growing up" moment/experience yesterday. i feel like i'm going to be having a lot of these in the coming year ( Read more... )

so our area became just a little bit more famous last night ( Read more... )

i really feel like crap today and it's nobody's fault but my own ( Read more... )

before i even get into this ( Read more... )

i had a dream last night that i was driving down a street in the rain and i saw some really tall buildings in front of me; a skyline of sorts. i recognized them as buildings from wilkes-barre, but it didn't stop the giddyness and excitement i feel every time i catch a glimpse of new york city's skyline. clearly i need to get out of here, and fast ( Read more... )

jessica and i are in no way domestic ( Read more... )

i've realized i'm going to have to start doing this again or i'm going to lose my edge ( Read more... )

i have a big decision to make.

if i want to go to new york in the summer, i need to start sending applications in now. BUT, i need to make sure i have some money by then.

i can't be positive of it.

so maybe, i should just dive in and send apps. i need this. i need to get out of here.

it's winding down. it feels weird. i'm going to have time to do things. but, what am i going to do ( Read more... )

i hope stephen king takes comfort in the fact that he makes me lose sleep at night ( Read more... )