routine with a razorblade.

[buckytc]

I'd love to just crawl inside myself and hide away forever. last night right before i went to sleep, i glanced at the tv and noticed that the girl was cutting herself, which of course brought back the memories of my first time. two years ago, right before thanksgiving. i was under a lot of stress and the exact thing that triggered it, had to be the

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[anonymous]

I'm not gonna lie and say this doesn't suck. Cutting sucks, and therapy sucks. I got out of the therapy luckily, but i remember it. But you knw what, i think high school is a load of crap. THey put so much emphasis on how damn important it is when really it isn't. you could suck in the whole school thing and still make more moeny then any honor student. The cutting thing, people don't get it. for gods sake, its just as bad as smoking and drinking, get on ppl's asses about that. I'm not saying its easy, or not bad. i'm just saying i think ppl are just afraid to confront something like that, people are nieve and stupid.
I don't really know if anything i just said made any sense. i was trying to say something, idk if it actualy came out as anything. sorry if that didn't help at all, but i hope it did.