after a night of day dreaming i open my eyes to see nothing. no one there to share the intamacies of being alone i talk to myself wondering when this will be over or forever to hold my peace. nothing more than a week of temporary insanity is all i can manage to find. when honesty is all around i can find it nowhere near me. to live in a world of ( Read more... )

i need a new teddy bear.. maybe a life size one.. that bleeds its on blood.. or maybe a human. who knows.. that sounds fun.. my own human!

I am finally getting around to customising my motorcycle. Seester bought me some tight front turn signals, and I bid on a tail light with integrated turn signals on ebay. The rear tail light/ turn signals i got for 76 plus shipping.. thats so sweet becasue its worth about 200!! sooo i am getting rid of all of the floppy turn signals and the huge ( Read more... )

sometimes the real you is there just fighting to get out. when life is holding on to you so tight you are never who you really want to be. when what you own owns you. when you cant leave becasue its all you have. the tragedys of life change who you are. they turn you into something you never wanted. you forget who you were. you forget how you were ( Read more... )

soooooo Today was the coldest day in about a yr for fla.. it hit about 32 here.. brrrr!! hahahah ok its not that bad. I drove my bike to work. I figured if its the coldest day, I am giong to ride my bike so everyone can tell me how stupid i am. Honestly its not that bad, other than the bare skin on my neck.. that got really cold. Work. Now ( Read more... )

i think this very well describes me. but who knows.. maybe im just a loser.. snif sniff..ok no but really ( Read more... )

ok people friendship. Its not what you can get out of it, or who activly shows you they care all the time. Friends are friends no matter what. its a lot like a relationship. just without the ..... making love. anyway not my point. I have a lot of great friends that i havnt talked to in a while, does that make them any less of a friend? no We ( Read more... )

so uh.. my cell phone is currently out of service. I went to call someone and got a message directing me to account services saying my account was over due. All I can really do is to sit and wait becasue, I still have service paid by my boss in tx. I just hope he does not screw me.. I can not afford another bill right now. We will see tomorrow ( Read more... )

today = drama + bad driver day. I dont know what it is but man today like 3 diffrent people are judging.. not only me but other people based on completly false assumptions.. Its kinda like i dont care casue they are so wrong, at the same time its annoying to know someone is upset/angry/ judging you on something that is totally not real nor ( Read more... )

YUCK I feel like complete poooop. I have to open 3 days in a row too.. and nothing wears me out like opening. I am running the store now since Jenni is out on preggo leave for three months. It is the most important time of yr for the store too, being that the dms and regional mgr come to score the store.. last yr we got second out of like 40 ( Read more... )