I realize as I live from moment to moment that I am living too easily. I am the type that must be put in tough situations to exist. And from this point on in my life I must embrace the climb upward without the common luxuries, no matter how subtle they are, to push forward and gain the existence of a living creature and not a pointless parasite.
I have lost sight of myself in my right eye. I don't know what this means, maybe I'm going beyond the limits of its capacity. I wonder what years time will tell next time.