Today I live in Watertown NY with Noel
Today I am bored
Today it's cold in the basement
Today my mouth is dry
Today I'm afraid of the future
Today I have been online...all day
Today I miss Noel and I miss my friends...why don't they visit?

Today i will have to find something to do

I love you every morning ( Read more... )

Are people really trying to help you when they have a snotty undertone in their voice ( Read more... )

I didn't let anything bother me till today. I haven't been depresed like i usually get. I'm just sad today...and I hope that today is the end of my sadness about this subject. Will everything be alright Bob Marley? that's what your singing to me. no woman no cry? I don't want to move to binghamton and live at my uncle's. I'm homeless again...oh ( Read more... )

A lazy girl
A busy girl
A stupid girl
A worn out girl

wish my boobs were bigger.
wish I had the ability to read minds.
wish I was smarter, faster, better
wish I could decide something and know that I'd never make the wrong decision

for myself
for my mom
for Noel
for my life

love Rascal 
love mom
love my friends
love you

What a wonderful weekend. I went to visit Noel in Plattsburgh and get away from this stupid place. We went to a few parties and drank a bit. Played Burn out three where I used my dumb luck to rack up over 2 mill of destruction in one crash. Friday was all drinking and hanging out..meeting people I won't remember. Noel's roomate Mike's ranting was ( Read more... )

Canton is boring. I had fun the other night at a party though. I shouldn't drink so much cuz I dance like a skank whore. I don't want to give people the wrong impression. If I was a skank whore I'd want to be Julia Roberts in pretty woman cuz she's so pretty and witty. I need to get wittier if I want to do good here. I think I have a pumpkin seed ( Read more... )

(They say fat people are jolly ( Read more... )

what kind of future does hard work bring? what kind of future does waiting bring...what kind of future does inebreation bring ( Read more... )

I feel much better since my last post. I think I was just stricken with sadness because I felt helpless to the problems in my life. I have a better outlook now. My mom paid rent so there's no worries about my fam or cat now...so that's super good. I have a A in Psychology and I'm getting pretty good grades in Anatomy now so even though school is ( Read more... )