Phenobarbital and alcohol ( Read more... )

sometimes i want to end myself. other times i am drunk ( Read more... )

sober doesnt' feel this good

i know cause i don't feel when im sober.

gravedigger, when you dig my grave, make it shallow so that i can feel the rain. and the wolves can dig me up and eat me. dont' want to go to waste ( Read more... )

so it was about 6 am and i was bored, as i posted a little bit ago. i decided to drink. i went to meijers and asked wut time u can buy beer, they told me 7 am. so it was about 6:30. i went to the video game department and played nintendo's starfox for half an hour and then got beer and left. everyone stares with jealousy at the alcoholic ( Read more... )

so i keep a toaster near the bathtub, in case of emergency's, u just never know wuts goin to happen ( Read more... )

I never know what to tell her. She is the greatest thing in the world. Its like she is the candy, and i am in the candy store. Sometimes i wonder, if we could just repeat one day, until it time to die, I would. It simply won't work. i hate it, but we both came to that decision, and it would only be repeating and stupidity to disregard that so ( Read more... )

life is pretty confusing. sometimes i think that i should plan things out, but wut is the purpose of that anyways? once quoted-a plan is just a list of things that never happen ( Read more... )

I need to be redeemed from the one i sinned against, because she is all i ever knew of love ( Read more... )

im confused ( Read more... )