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[buddha_say]

Smashing Pumpkins, Stumbeline
And nobody nowhere understands anything
About me and all my dreams
Lost at seaI always had a hunch that it wasn't the depression talking, when I felt an immense void between my heart and the consciousness of the rest of mankind. Every once in a while, I get these fleeting, doespotted glimpses of what might be real,

Comments

[angelmaye]

I hope that someday you find them. I'm not gonna sugar coat it and said oh of course you will. But I hope that you do. I have to have faith, because trust me, I'm there with you, on every last bit of it. I believe that someone is created for each of us, I'm just afraid that mine was ran over by a truck as a child.

I once told my friend Alex that I wanted a man who could respect me as his equal, but still treat me like a lady without being insulting to either one of them. He told me I wanted a gay man.

[buddha_say]

Ha, I've said and been told the same thing.

[julyfawn]

hey there

[buddha_say]

Ah, yes. I know I've experienced loving someone, but I don't know so much about being in love. I appreciate the wisdom you have to offer, that only comes from experience. I personally have a tendency to see people as faulted and terrible at first, and then I gradually warm up to them if they're worth getting to know later on- if they can prove the strength of their character and their basic human worth to me. (I sound terrible on paper!)

I'm not very anxious to fall in love, though. Most of my thoughts are about the distant future.