It was a year ago today that I found my mom. Life in her eyes had ceased to have any spark and the trail of blood from her mouth. I sit and still think to this day that she died due to suffocation. She'd taken her oxygen off and had been bleeding from her gums a lot. So either one of those two ( Read more... )

I’m so used to being a complete fuckup that it seems I’ve sabotaged most of the important things in my life in some way or another. Marriage on two occasions, continued education, employment opportunities and ways offered to me of making sure I didn’t get in over my head after my mother’s death. I sit and I wondered how much of my life would be ( Read more... )

So I'm rolling with a coon.

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So I now finally get around to posting about this festival concert I went to on last Sunday. This is why so many people couldnt really reach me on that day, 1) I couldnt hear my phone ring and 2) the battery died just after the 2nd band on the main stage opened up. This made me very sad ( Read more... )

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So after pondering this for a very long time. I've finally come to the decision of how to remember my mother and get people together to help the healing the process ( Read more... )

Lately I been just more than restless. I suppose that is the way of things when someone passes away, especially a parent. So many things I pray..Yeah..Me praying pan out or exist. Some kind of life insurance. A 401k. Something, because it is impossible for me to keep those dream mini-house above the barn and renting this place to keep even a ( Read more... )

11:04 pm......June...7th..2007...Pamela Burns passed away.

Goodbye momma.................

I been thinking about Warcraft. Mostly the names I plaque onto my toons ( Read more... )

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