i woke up craving orange juice and ice cream so bad.
so that was my breakfast.
normally i would have disregarded that craving and made myself some eggs.
but it just felt so good to feel passionate about something.

i sat in the park today and watched the bath jazz band perform. they were old. the audience was old. i felt old. the only female in the band was the bassist. i developed a crush on the couple sitting in front of me that were holding hands and sitting in their lawn chairs. i smoked a cigarette and pondered if nat sherman was the only constant thing ( Read more... )

today at 11:30am, my gramma lil died of pancreatic cancer. my family is killing her dog so it can be buried with her. i don't know how i feel about this.

i feel sad all of the time, and it pretty much sucks.

i smoked more cigarettes tonight than i ever have before.

he's moving to florida.
he's moving to FLORIDA.
what the fuuuuuuuuuuck!

there are so many fireflies in dc!

and this is amazing: http://www.fortreno.com/schedule.html

that's all.

American Cities That Best Fit You:

70% Boston

65% New York City

50% Chicago
50% San Francisco

50% Washington, DC

Which American Cities Best Fit You?

i'm eating yogurt and granola and thinking about the man i can't seem to fall out of love with. remembering most of the times we've gone to marcy's and i had this same breakfast but with an egg sandwich, and coffee. what i would give to be in portland this morning. it's sunny and warm here in dc, but it's not soaking up my entire body like it does ( Read more... )

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tonight i stood on top of a picnic table in the rain with a boy i hardly know and ate wet, soggy goldfish. my clothes are currently drying on the heater, and my hair is frizzy and wet. in five days i leave for columbus, ohio where i will be living in a closed movie theater, and building an acting theater for a production company called vaud- ( Read more... )

boy, do i miss maine.*

You Know You're From Portland, ME When...

You're at Dunkin Donuts, drunk, at midnight on friday and saturday nights ( Read more... )