since i am the only one that hasn't got an email or post yet...

[buddy_ruckus]

i am going to end the whole freaking thing.

this really really should stop here.
it seems as if this is all about me, but someone else is getting the flack for it. i want everyone to know that faith and religion to me is a very personal thing. it is totally unfair to say if you believe in god you should do this and if you are a christian you

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[true_believer]

i wrote you, a long time ago - i just sent it to the second of your e-mail addresses that i had -
because i dont think you recieved it,

i wrote you before i wrote traci - because i wanted you to know how i thought - what i have thought since january. and i wrote traci to let her know that i think nothng ill of her, at all.

so thats all. im sorry it seemed that it was all on traci, thats not how i wanted it at all - i gave you the flack before anyone else, because i am concerned with no one else.

always,
-steph

"don't let the man get you down"

[jersey_girl]

good for you carter..

i know i never even see you anymore, but i wanted you to know that i thought that was very brave of you to say all that.. so, nice job. :)

that's all.

xoxox

[starssurroundme]

way to be carter. i hope things are all well now.

[forgettoexhale]

See you at sasquatch. We are camping at freshmen's coolie if you want in. We'll talk about details if you want to camp with us.

hey bro

[jackburton]

again dude i hope i got it across to you on the phone that i am sorry for any feelings that i may have hurt; be them traci's, yours, or anybody else's.

i love you carter, even if you don't believe it. i do. and i really do want you to be happy.

from what you told me, i had assessed the situation wrong which in turn i made some wrong calls. for that i

am sorry. i am sorry traci. really. i was asked to keep him accountable and unfortunately i wussed out on

the talking directly to him and tried to go around that and that was wrong of me no matter how pissed i

was. there was no excuse. if you(traci) read this i hope you will read the next email i'll send you. because

even if you hate to think you could have something in common with me, we do and that is "our" best friend

carter olin thomas. and i want you and carter to know that if you still hate me and can't forgive and could

never spend any time with me. say the word i will gracefully bow out, no hard feelings.