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Nov 21, 2004 12:54

cut myself for the first time in a long time today. i feal bad cuz matthew was here, but fuck it. who realy gives a damn. i am no longer alowed to have people over to my house. so i am going to leave a lot. i dont care if they know or not anymore. i havent wished i was in eugene in a long time eather. fuck dude, this sucks. i hate this place. i ( Read more... )

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I dare you to tell me not to speak. lostlittlelez November 22 2004, 00:16:45 UTC

It's always easier to give up than it is to go on. Sadly, it's always the strongest of us that give in...for we know that we have the longer distance to fall, and how we love falling. It gives us such a sense of freedom not having to live up to anything, for anyone. Not even having to live at all. And like the shepard whose sheep run wild we imagine just letting them roam--they'll be fine we tell ourselves, knowing that they won't. So tell me again that you hate it all, but don't tell me that you've given up. Tell me for awhile you're enjoying the fall, I've been there for awhile. But before long, on your own, you'll remember how to fly. And as trite and cliche as it seems, there will be meaning again for you in life. Strength does not come without an antithesis, and the strong are plagued by weakness. The difference between those who are strong and those who want to be weak is that the strong ones never really hit the ground. We always remember two inches from impact that we were not made to crawl. So fall, baby, fall. But remember ( ... )

Re: I dare you to tell me not to speak. buddy_stems_ November 22 2004, 18:56:12 UTC

i love you

fading_epiphany November 22 2004, 04:22:02 UTC

This has nothing to do with your post.

http://www.erowid.org/plants/mushrooms/safe-pik/poisonous2.shtml

Take a look at that. For anyone else reading, just don't ask.

You wern't online and I don't want to call this late. Shocking, isn't it?

fading_epiphany November 22 2004, 04:25:55 UTC

Oh yeah, and it says it is often mistaken for P. semilanceata, also known as LIBERTY CAPS.

Sweet Jesus.

psh buddy_stems_ November 22 2004, 19:00:20 UTC

aint killed me yet hun. sides, they dont fit the desc exactly, and its the wrong season. april through september.

and i forgot about erowid... i like that site.