It’s early still and it feels as though its going to be a long day. I wonder what is going to happen or what has already happened that will affect me, most likely indirectly. It is Wednesday and the last full working day of this week. Tomorrow I have to come in but I get out at about noon and Friday we get off which is pretty nice. We get paid ( Read more... )

nightmares creep themeselves into my head at night and destroy all progress of addictions supressed. Tomorrow's aspirations hold strong as I think of my love and our lives together. Hoping that the world stays in one peice as I endever into the next phase of my life, I strive for a break in the emotional patterns that the seasons bring along with ( Read more... )

As we swirl around in this deterministic world of time and space, we tend to forget that our present or future steps will change the world in such a way. Obviously we have no means for comparison to see what could have been, or what will never be. It blows the mind to think of how many lives you could have saved or destroyed without any ( Read more... )

The human brain is too complex for anyone to understand due to the fact that we wield it uncontrollably. So, if we explored the brain in its entirety we would uncover the means for utopian society. The potential of a brain that uses 100% of its resources would most likely function in seven or eight dimensions. We do not. Human thought as we ( Read more... )

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The illusion of natural contentment will not be fully evident if the workings of fear are present. Of course we'll always have the ever so elusive masked robber of anxiety to steal the occasional holy moment from us ( Read more... )

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I let you down ( Read more... )

Come up to meet you, tell you I'm sorry ( Read more... )