I know exactly how you feel because, believe me, I have been there on a regular basis with my husband..although things *are* starting to improve, I still feel as though I constantly have to beg or initiate things
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Remembering myself taking those vows. Promising to have and to hold from this day forward until death do us part. What does this really mean eternal death, death of the marriage, or death of the feelings that once were shared?
After each time of being denied you become numb. You so need to feel loved, desired and wanted. You turn to someone that can give you all that you need and desire, but yet still you're far away from her as well. She so wanting to run to you, to hold you make you want to feel desired. What are the obstacles? Very complicated. Wanting to keep your family together, but the need that you need to be met never will. What do you do? Whatever your decision will be, remember that you are so very much loved, wanted, and desired!!
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i feel your pain my friend...i feel your pain.
*begins to masturbate under her desk*
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After each time of being denied you become numb. You so need to feel loved, desired and wanted. You turn to someone that can give you all that you need and desire, but yet still you're far away from her as well. She so wanting to run to you, to hold you make you want to feel desired. What are the obstacles? Very complicated. Wanting to keep your family together, but the need that you need to be met never will. What do you do? Whatever your decision will be, remember that you are so very much loved, wanted, and desired!!
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