i dont liek alchohol anymore...

fuck i cant get any alchol, my bro is coming over tomorrow, maybe i can get him to buy a bottle of smirnoff

hey guys just doing hw and shit. alright week, going by fast. asked out some chick today. supposed to call her. i think her name is emily. ya chelsea couldnt go with me this weekend so i moved to the next girl. grandma came home and there r nurses coming in and out of the house. weird shit. i saw my bro a few times this week. that was cool. maybe i ( Read more... )

just chillin, damn this fuckign weekend went by so fast. was over at phil's friday night. we found a quarter bottle of vodka in the frige, so we got a good buzz going over at the feild. we found this bomb ass tree we sat in. i love getting drunk makes me feel like a kid again. phil is the bomb greatest freind on earth. so we were jsut chilling ( Read more... )

i feel better. so much better. i went to dance today and the whole grandma thing just went away for a little bit. and my father felt bettet too.

I think my grandma is dying. The doctors said she has 3-6 months left. She has cancer and it is unstoppable. They were going to try surgery today, but it was too much and would only make things worse. We fought it for 2 years. Damn disease won the battle. Fuck bad times. My mom and bro is over at the hospital right now and she will be coming home ( Read more... )

Hello people... My brother is over right now so that is cool, i love that guy. My dog drives me crazy, o ya and klim "broke" me today, funny shit. My dad took away my labtop for a bit so it is hard to update. ya i might volunteer for the Suicide Prevention Agency. The people of this world just need some damn help, that's all. Just talking to phil ( Read more... )

so much fucking hw the past two days. o ya i got osmepoems i wrote that i want to put up so get back to u on that. write in tomorrow. and my dad is starting to get back on my back shit bad times. and finally i got back in the pool. never felt better than in the water ( Read more... )

i was just surprised. damn it, it is a wonder wat words can do. i just hurt the girl who shouldnt be hurt, i didnt think that i could have done that. love is a bitch. be careful with it ( Read more... )

Fuck i dont htink my parents will let me go to san fransisco open, and shit the dude that wants to kill me i thinking has started cutting his rists. shit i dont know wat to do. fucking A he is freaking me out. w/e, i will let her deal with it. if i get into this i think i will just make things worse. damn it, i am fucked