I cant help but ask myself who you are so afraid of. The moment I drift off onto other topics in my life I find myself right back where I started wondering. Trying to figure things out from your prepective. Trying desperately to reach out to you as a friend. I dont understand it!

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Its such a beautiful day. I went to school and got out early. That was the only time I have to go to that class this week. I came home thought about using the bowflex but made a decsion not to. I instead went out and hit some golf balls. It felt so good. I can not wait to hit the links this summer. I think I am going to improve my game a lot ( Read more... )

I need more real friends!

What a day. I woke up late went to school came home showered and then went to work. Yeah I thought it was going to be an easy day you know. Go in get off at 7 and then come home and relax. Well thats the last thing that happened! I ended up working over 15 hours tonight. I just got home alittle while ago. So when I go to work tomorrow I will ( Read more... )

If only I knew just who your statements were directed towards. Could it be who I want it to be. Who knows?

Ive opened up my heart ( Read more... )

Oh, this is the start of something good ( Read more... )

Well I woke up at 7 am yesterday so I could make it to Regionals on time and watch my team wrestle. It kills me that I am not wrestling anymore. I hope I get accepted to GVSU so I can wrestle again. Also I have to get the hell out of Macomb. I hate it there. Anyway I get to the meet a little late but I get to see all of the important matches I ( Read more... )

Happy birthday Gibby!!!

Love... What is love? Do we ever really truly know what love is? Maybe love is a word that is not meant to be understood. Love to me is a word, I know nothing more about it. In order to have love one must know love. i do not know love. We all have probably thought that we were once in love. That girl you have been daiting for the longest ( Read more... )